FORWARD IN FAITH (YEAH) IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm super mega excited, srsly!

But

1) I should really get to packing srsly

2) I lost my voice and am probably falling sick

3) I really need to sleep

Besides that, I CANT BELIEVE IT'S TOMORROWWWWWWWW!!!!

After all the planning and going mad stressed and worrying, we're just gonna have to see what happens for the next 4 days :D

I'm really trusting God for something SO AMAZING, and ofcourse fun :D

So sorry batch10 mates that I can't go for batch meeting and drill prac (!!!!!!) Sms me if anything okay?

LET'S GO FORWARD IN FAITH YEAH!!!!!!!

It was truly gross.

I feel like just "crawling into my bed to die" hahahaha. Didn't manage to nap this aftn so now I'm really sleepy and I still havent really prepared what I want to say.

Joanne says to just speak from my heart, and thats actually what I intend to do (:

Somehow I don't feel so excited yet. Maybe it's cos I've been cooped up at home for the past 2 days. Hopefully aft PCC I'll be so super mega pumped!!!

I think I am super lazy la. And the world's best procrastinator!!!

Nervous that Joel has to look through what I want to say.

Super mega sleepy. I'm just gonna throw some clothes in tomorrow before I go. Too sleepy to pack now.

PCC HERE I COME!

I better not puke tmr. Or wake up with a fever. I will be very annoyed if I do.

Gotta get some foooood~

2) My braces stay on for another month, till Jan 12. I'm pissed at my dentist for cheating me cos I'm stuck with rubber bands for the next 4 weeks and they are mega annoying.

3) I feel unprepared for PCC and FIFY, which Joel says they are leaving me completely in charge of. How do I give a 10min speech if I dont know what to say? I'd planned to plan stuff today, but my head has been pounding and it sucks ):

4) I had piano, a 3hr nap and dental. That was my entire day. And now I'm going back to sleep because I feel like rubbish.

5) My blogskin is messed up but I can't find a new blogskin that is nice. Maybe I shouldn't be so picky. Photobucket suckssss.

Everything feels like it's coming so soooooooooon! And I'm still pissed abt being stuck with braces for the rest of the year, but ohwell. PERFECTION TAKES TIME! Hahaha. Bye friendz.

When we had to worry what people thought about us because apparently guys and girls cannot be completely platonic friends. Those were funny times (:

I miss talking about everything and having those strange conversations about whether "It is better to have loved than lost?"

Though we talked recently, I feel like we havent REALLY talked.

Are we too different already for things to be like they used to?

On a less emo-ish note, the camp comm makes me laugh till no ends (:

10 DAYS TO YOUTH CAMP!!!!!!

This is nervewreckingggggggg and yet completely exhilarating!

It is time to work work work. Seriously!!

No more slacker life for me~~ But no way Joel I'm not waking up at 7 every morning!!

My head started pounding, I couldnt focus, and I hyperventilated for like 15min.

I hope that feeling lousy isnt abnormal during a journey of faith. It's starting to choke me. I feel like I'm worrying about it all the time, even when I know I shouldnt have to worry at all.

I feel like so many people are doing so much more than me because I spend so much time worrying. I feel so tired and distracted. Focusing on the small things. I'm not good at big picture, really.

I feel so lousy. All the time. The only time I dont is when I'm getting distracted by unimportant things.

Someone remind me why I got picked to do this. Because honestly, at this point in time, I dont see how.

I just uploaded my Perth photos and then OMG MY CAMERA/COMP ATE UP MY PHOTOS TOWARD THE END THEY ARE GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm super sad srsly ):

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz at least Papa and Jeanjiejie have photos. Not the same as mine. But. Ah well.

Anyway. Moving on with life.

I cant believe Christmas is only 2.5 weeks away. This hols has just flowwwwwwwwn by. But it's been super fun and probably one of my most meaningful holidays ever (:

The closer FIFY approaches, the faster my heart beats, the more I hyperventilate and the more the things that need to be done seem impossible to complete.

But at the same time, as the camp draws near, the more excited I get :D I cant wait to see how it goes. So many things are really not in our hands and I'm MEGA excited to see how God's gonna work (:

For now, it feels like I've got alot to do. God please give me the strength to do it all with a joyful heart!

Bye frenz (:

BTW Dajie you can go find photos of The Hat, which I love, on fb (:

Reblogged (as you tumblr users would say) from Tianyi (:

So, we really did watch New Moon yst. As Jeanjiejie and I agreed, those tickets were wasted on us.

Hahaha we were srsly surrounded by crazy fangirls! All wanting to win the goodie bags from the SI contestants. Mum was the joke la!!! She kept trying to raise her hand to answer the question even though she didnt even like or want the prize!

The movie was... Okay. I mean, Jeanjiejie and I found it really boring (esp at the front) mostly cos we know nuts about twilight. We didnt even watch the first movie! And Mummy actually had to tell me who was who. Hahahaha.

But ohmygsh TEAM JACOB WOOHOO! (: Hahahahaha I concluded from the movie that Edward and Bella SUCK and Jacob rocksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

It's not hard to love him when Taylor Lautner walks around shirtless the entire movie and flaunts his abs to the audience (: When he took off his shirt, there was a really loud collective squeal/wistful sigh from the audience! One of them came from me hehheh (:

And his character in the show is really soooooo sweet. So in conclusion: TEAM JACOB!

Movie was kinda draggy. And the script sounded so corny everytime it came from Edward. Yucks. Srsly it was so mushy and gross! (Wasn't gross when Jacob said it though haha)

Hahahaha but no I'm nowhere close to being a twilight fangirl, really. Just a fan of Taylor Lautner (:

I wanna watch Valentine's Day!!

Anw, watched 2012 today with Leaders Cell + Camp Comm, my 2 fave groups of people combined :D

I'M SORRY I WAS LIKE HALF AN HOUR LATE GUYZ! Hahahaha they actually bet that I would be the latest okay!!!! I ran all the way up from the MRT station to the cinema hahah.

The movie was again, long. But pretty exciting la :D Bangz kept pinching me and I kept scratching her! Hahaha. And together, we finished Joel's popcorn and half his drink cos he disappeared to the toilet and nv came back! Not our fault lor Joellllll, we were doing you a favour! Heh (:

Had lunch, then headed off to church to watch Jaslyn do her work. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY omgsh it's really all that we are singing/dancing!!! Even though we are like half a yr late? Hahaha but srsly it's stuck in my head la! And the dance just kills me! HAHAHA RYAN.

Had prayer meeting, which was good (: Then headed off for dinner with Bangz! The 2 cheapskates at Pizza Hut hehheh staring in envy at the ppl next to us with the Twist and Dunk pizza!! ):

And then we walked around helping her find AHEMAHEMAHEMAHEM stuff for Taiwan. Hahaha I shall not mention it here to save you the embarrassment (: But HAHA YOU SO RUBBISH.

Okay I'm sleepyyyyyyyy. Hope publicity and CG goes well tmr (: JIAYOU JAS!!